Can't believe na naging ganito ako once upon a time. Posting vomit-inducing forwarded text messages? Obsessing kung ano na? Friends, lovers, what?
C'mon.
Ang kadiri. Ang cheesy. Ang whiny. Ang emo.
I guess everyone needs an emo outlet. And this is mine. So present and futureself, walang pakialamanan.
I didn’t have anything to say to you; nothing. My friend
for years, the person I’d never run out of things to talk about with.
Yet now we’re like total strangers.
(via 365thoughts)
Exactly. And in a short span of time too.
gusto mo ikaw lang ang maganda sa mundo. diba? sa dinami-dami ng mababait, matatalino, magagandang babae sa mundo parang wala na, ganda na nga lang maihaharap mo, katiting pa. napag-iwanan ka na. napag-iwanan ka na nambongga.
nakakainis lumalabas nanaman insecuritites ko. kala ko over na ko dito. hindi pa pala :|
Bilang hindi ako makapagpost sa peyups.com forums dahil wala akong account (at hindi parin sila tumatanggap ng bagong accounts), dito muna ako magpopost ng mga sagot ko sa Relationships thread. HAHA. So ito na:
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Yung 'automatic disqualifier' is different from just a turn-off. It's non-negotiable. There is simply no way you would get involved with that person.
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ito naman ang mga sakin:
1. smoker.
2. nakakainis magsulat. yung ganito: e0w p0whzz,,,..... lalong lalo na yang andaming unnecessary punctuation marks. nakakairita!
3. nagdadrugs.
4. yung mga mahihirap dalhin sa mga lakad; walang sense of adventure
ETA: 5. in a relationship na. <- dapat talaga ito ang una e. haha
Yun Lng P0wH. u b, n0h?
hahaha super helpful nito: http://kalokohan.guissmo.frih.net/jologs.php
I'm not *totally* over you, yet.
We would've met yesterday, unexpectedly, serendipitously.
Except we didn't, I was a few minutes late; or you were a few minutes early.
As much as I hate to admit, my heart beat fast when I saw your name
just as I was writing mine.
I thought you were still there, but then I saw the log-out time.
Fifteen minutes! What a difference it made.
If only I hadn't gone to the library. If only I left fifteen minutes earlier..
If only you stayed for fifteen minutes longer..
Then what? what?
Would we have eaten together? laughed together? gone back together?
I tried not to think about it, but the sad regret still lingered.
I wanted to know. I wanted to see you. I wanted to know how you are.
Maybe I just really, really missed you.
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goddam i'm a pathetic writer